I have a headache! I need to take out my contact lenses.I'm PMS-ing and my mood swings are out of control and it's making being here unbearable and it's making me miserable and,...
I will not let this trip be hell.The URL to this site was on my cousin's computer's internet history. Have you been stalking me, cousin? I suppose that's okay. This journal is...
1. Do you remember the first person you kissed?UNFORTUNATELY.2.Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?Why, yes of course.3.Ever kissed an ex after you broke up?I guess...
You're One of My Friends You are Courtney. You don't talk much in public and to strangers. Your world geography teacher is fascinated with you. When I first met you, I...
I'm really really all right with overlooking the whole kid thing.I am so so so in like it's unbelievable.I'm at a loss for words for how great I think boy is.He is the bee's...
You're right Courtney, those were the days. I was once a very very small part of the BraveJournal community.I can't say I miss that though.SO UM BOY = WONDERFUL AND I HATE THIS...
I'm giddy for a new male in my life. A very new male. Someone that I don't know much about. But HELLO I AM A SUCKER FOR ANYONE THAT HAS A SIMILAR TASTE IN MUSIC AS ME.I mean, a...
Yes. I will name my baby Heather when I have it in four months, regardless of sex.I've been in a crazy music listening mood lately. Explosions in the Sky has sounded fantastic,...
I need to eliminate snacking from my fucking diet. I CANNOT STAND TO HAVE THIS EXTRA WEIGHT ON ME.You may not shoot down my proclamations of weight gain. You don't know. You...
So, here's the deal. Heather, in response to your last comment:FINE I'LL SHOW YOU ONE DAY IN PRIVATE I WILL GET NAKED. OKAY!?Either my crazy fat gain was the result of my rather...
I don't remember when my last one was or else I could anticipate this one.I do feel a cramp in my abdomen though.I may or may not be on my way to developing a small drinking...
Well, whatever the hell happened Wednesday night (my last blog entry refers to it) doesn't matter.After subjecting myself to an alcohol/narcotic binge on Thursday and Friday,...
My subconscious has never been at such a state of unrest as to react like this.Just a few minutes ago, I was asleep. And then I suppose the sound of my sister watching...
Well, here we go again.1. I liked you first. I'm not sure if you're aware of that or not. I hope not, because that would just suck for me. I shouldn't have told you what I told...
I'm glad my reasoning for never being honest with people when it comes to how I feel about them WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG AND REJECTION SUCKS.This don't even involve no penis.I give...
I have a horrible mysterious bruise on my left knee. Also, my decision making skills are TERRIBLE.A day before TAKS?!! MY EXIT LEVEL TAKS?!!?Oh well, I think I did fine. I said...
I miss closeness so much.Elaboration would be pointless, it is always the same.Christ, consistency would be fantastic.Actresses that are like, super-hot/talented and if I liked...
Well, my satisfaction with reality has been greatly lessening.So, here's a list of men I find attractive on the screen, big AND small!Christian BaleBATMAN. And, creepily hot in...
Raise my self-esteem. It's been dangerously low for the past week.Do not forgive and forget.Get a haircut. Hair = YUCK.Work on looking fabulous more often.Drink vodka; don't...
I am terrified that he will hurt me.I am so so so vulnerable.I am a terrible decision maker.BUT IF I PLAY SOCCER I'M REALLY HAPPY.Emotional roller coaster, much?I wonder what to...
Hell. Epiphany.It is very apparent that the lack of caring, supportive father figure in my life has like seriously fucked some shit up with me.I can't believe I stopped caring....