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Friday the 22nd of August 2008

04:16:21 PM (441 days, 18h, 25min ago)

HONEY DRIPPING BEEHIVE

  • Feeling: my foot is asleep!
  • Hearing: "Just Like Honey" by The Jesus and Mary Chain
Your heart is racing, who are you standing next to?

The Jonas Brothers.

Would it hurt seeing someone make out with the last person you kissed?
Yes. I would probably burst into tears.


Are you easily scared by horror movies?
Oh, god, yes. They trouble my sleep.


Do you still turn to your parents for advice or comfort?
LOL NO.

Have you ever punched a tree?
I think that would lead to injury to my fist.


Anyone on your mind?
Yes, Boy because I have not seen him in a while and we're frighteningly dependent on each other. Or maybe that's just me.

If someone gave you 100 dollars, would you spend or save it?
Save it, probably. Or spend it on drugs!


Are you currently happy with your relationship status?
Yes. That is weird to say.


Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
No, not exactly. I think females are more complex emotionally, but I don't mean that in a good way. Really I just find human beings confusing because I don't understand certain motives for certain actions and feelings and, well, yes.


Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Yeah.


When's the next time you'll see your best friend?
I have no idea. I hope in September, but it's not all that likely.


What were you doing at 9 this morning?
Going to bed after drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes with Ryan and Samm's younger brother, Max.


Can you admit when you're wrong?
Yeah, easily. But I don't like being wrong anyway.


Do you fall for people easily?
Kind of? Probably. Okay yes. I am a sucker for any male attention, even when I do not like the male much at all. I just need the attention and get upset if he does not give me enough. Luckily I still do not have any major attachments to any males I have been semi-involved with in the past. Except for in the relationship that I am currently in. Fuck, it will be hard to let go of this one.


Everything happens for a reason?
No.


When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
On the television the other night while I watched Arrested Development at Boy's house with Boy and his buddies.


What are you listening to right now?
"Fantino" by Sébastien Tellier from the Lost in Translation soundtrack.


How has the week been?
It's had its ups and downs.


Is there something you would like to tell someone but can't?
I can't think of anything.


What are you stressed out about?
My current weight gain from the anxiety I am feeling from Samm's departure and school's upcoming.


Who was your last call from?
Boy.


On a scale of 1-10 how good is your life?
Depends on the day.


Did you speak to your father today?
LOL no.


Have you lost friends in the past years?
Yes, many.


Where is your ex?
LOL WUT?


Are you mean?
Yes.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not exactly. I tell things to Boy but not always because I do not want him to think I am crazy or too troubled. I talk to Ryan but we can't really talk about certain things because I am a girl and he is a rather manly boy.


How do you feel right now?
Lazy.


How many people do you trust (Not family)?
Quite a few.


When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
The day before yesterday. Being in a relationship is good for the self-esteem.

Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
Yes, but I've been trying to hold grudges and succeeding at it.


Anything you're looking forward to?
Visiting Samm one day.


Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
Yes.


What is the most ironic thing that's happened to you in a while?
I couldn't say. I am a fan of irony though!


Are you drifting away from someone you were close with?
Yes. Distance and detachment equals drifting.


Anything you're giving up on?
No.


When was the last time you cried?
I dunno. I'm sure it wasn't that long ago.


Do you miss anyone?
Yes.


Have you ever punched a guy?
Yes, but not seriously.

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
All the time.


Have you ever broken someone's heart?
No way.


Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
I like piercings, but I can't think of any that I really want anymore. I should go for another type of ear piercing.


Are you waiting for something?
Yes.


Can you keep a secret?
If I try to.


Do you have trust issues?
I trust people too easily but I'm still really insecure and feel like I could be betrayed at any point, though, I am relatively open so it would be hard to betray me.


Are you open with your feelings to people?
Yes.


How did you get the idea for your MySpace name?
It's my name repeated three times. Kind of like Beetlejuice, Beetlejuice, Beetlejuice.

Have you ever done something to make trouble?
Yaaaa!


What is the thing that you would most like to change about yourself?
Insecurities.


Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to in person?

I said hello to Coach Gaydumbshit (my faggy tenth grade English teacher) when I registered yesterday. So, I suppose, yes, I kind of do hate him.

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
In a sense. I would ride one, but still think that I'm seconds away from death for the whole experience.


What is your current annoyance?
My current weight gain.


Do you have a girl best friend?
Yes. I have plenty.


Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No, but I'll give them anyway.


Were you happy when you woke up today?
I suppose, because when I finally woke up completely from my slumber it was because Boy was calling me and I like Boy. But then he started talking about marijuana and the happiness wore off. Fuck.


Would you ever date someone who thought they knew EVERYTHING?
I couldn't handle that.


How long was your last phone call?
One minute and ten seconds. I called Heather.


Are you in a good mood?
No, but it's not too horrible.


Do you want to have kids?
No.


How many pictures do you have saved on your computer?
I don't know.


Is there someone you want to fight?
Miley Cyrus.


Do you like someone right now?
Yes.


The last person of the opposite sex to text you?
Boy, last night.


Do you like your cell phone?
Not at all. It's a piece of shit.

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
Yes.


Do you get along with your parent(s)?
No.


Do you believe in true love?
This question is gayer than Clay Aiken.
2 caution(s).

Posted by :

Your mom is gayer than Clay Aiken!
Friday the 22nd of August 2008 @ 06:30:20 PM (441 days, 16h, 11min ago)

Posted by Jessxca:

OMG!
I was going to make a joke about that Clay Aiken comment, but then Heather did it first!
Saturday the 23rd of August 2008 @ 01:23:27 AM (441 days, 9h, 18min ago)

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