You're right Courtney, those were the days. I was once a very very small part of the BraveJournal community.
I can't say I miss that though.


SO UM BOY = WONDERFUL AND I HATE THIS AND I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE THIS BECAUSE I CAN'T TRUST MEN AT ALL.
I mean, AHH I GENERALLY DON'T ABSOLUTELY GUSH ABOUT MEN BUT, like, wow. Seriously. Wow. I am wow'd by this person, despite the generic things he says to me that I shouldn't be falling for but I am anyway.

And now the (sexual) tension between us is gone thanks to Friday night. WEEE PERSONAL DETAILS.
This is srsly driving me CRAZY. I've probably never been happier to wake up next to a boy before. I FUCKING HATE THIS SO MUCH I AM SO LAME FUCK FUCK FUCK.

I am obviously afraid of relationships. But then again, how could I not doubt things? You know. You know about the babiez. And the fact that he's notorious for...stuff.

Sigh sigh sigh.

You know what's crazy? I've only made out with TWO BOYS this ENTIRE YEAR so far!
I am much less slutty than I once was. Like when I was fifteen. And sixteen. Goddamn.



Balls.

You should send him flowers.

Or toys.
For his baby.