- Feeling: full of doubt
- Hearing: "Jerk Me" by New Young Pony Club
I'm giddy for a new male in my life. A very new male. Someone that I don't know much about. But HELLO I AM A SUCKER FOR ANYONE THAT HAS A SIMILAR TASTE IN MUSIC AS ME.
I mean, a shared love of Animal Collective?
Can we please just have sex already?
That is me kidding.
But, unfortunately, with my numerous issues with males, and the expected smack I hear about whoever I get involved with, I just...don't know.
There's an obvious mutual attraction. I mean, hell yeah, he's fucking hot. And I've been showered with enough compliments to believe that he thinks the same of me.
And that's really nice. I absolutely thrive off of male attention. It's not a good trait to have.
I wonder how my counselor will feel about new boy. Not that I really care about her opinion. I'm just quite curious.
My sentences are real real short.
Tell me, should I be put off by the fact that he texts me after we hang out? Or the fact that he graduated when I was a freshman? Or the fact that he's so attractive and smart and funny and likable that I'm sure there's other girly competition?
WHY AM I NOT ASEXUAL.
I don't know. I suck. Yeah. I REALLY NEED TO GO TO BED OKAY BYE.
6 caution(s).