- Feeling: rather insane
- Hearing: "Just Can't Get Enough" by Depeche Mode
So, here's the deal. Heather, in response to your last comment:
FINE I'LL SHOW YOU ONE DAY IN PRIVATE I WILL GET NAKED. OKAY!?
Either my crazy fat gain was the result of my rather unhealthy diet and compulsive eating habits or bloating, from either the fact that I'm about to start my period soon OR I'm becoming lactose intolerant, somehow.
Or maybe I just shouldn't eat cheese? Because just drinking ol' milk seems to be okay with me, but anytime I eat cheese, it's kind of actually catastrophic. Is cheese intolerance plausible?
I just do not know. The period thing is kind of likely, but I don't think I've ever blown up that much before. I am experiencing semi-intense mood swings though, which totally sucks considering I've been SO HAPPY lately. Sort of? Kind of? The drinking probably helps 'cause it's dumbing me down.
But then I thought about it some and I had a conversation with "definitely not my boyfriend" and then I cried. A lot. But right now I'm...really upbeat. You should see this text message conversation I'm having with "ex-boy thing BUT NEVAR MY BOYFRIEND." Lots of exclamation points.
OKAY SO NOW I'M LIKE CHEESE INTOLERANT AND A MANIC DEPRESSIVE!?! WHAT IS THIS CRAZINESS!?!
Ayyye!111!1
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