So, here's the deal. Heather, in response to your last comment:FINE I'LL SHOW YOU ONE DAY IN PRIVATE I WILL GET NAKED. OKAY!?Either my crazy fat gain was the result of my rather...
I don't remember when my last one was or else I could anticipate this one.I do feel a cramp in my abdomen though.I may or may not be on my way to developing a small drinking...
Well, whatever the hell happened Wednesday night (my last blog entry refers to it) doesn't matter.After subjecting myself to an alcohol/narcotic binge on Thursday and Friday,...
My subconscious has never been at such a state of unrest as to react like this.Just a few minutes ago, I was asleep. And then I suppose the sound of my sister watching...
I'm glad my reasoning for never being honest with people when it comes to how I feel about them WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG AND REJECTION SUCKS.This don't even involve no penis.I give...
I have a horrible mysterious bruise on my left knee. Also, my decision making skills are TERRIBLE.A day before TAKS?!! MY EXIT LEVEL TAKS?!!?Oh well, I think I did fine. I said...
I miss closeness so much.Elaboration would be pointless, it is always the same.Christ, consistency would be fantastic.Actresses that are like, super-hot/talented and if I liked...
Well, my satisfaction with reality has been greatly lessening.So, here's a list of men I find attractive on the screen, big AND small!Christian BaleBATMAN. And, creepily hot in...
Raise my self-esteem. It's been dangerously low for the past week.Do not forgive and forget.Get a haircut. Hair = YUCK.Work on looking fabulous more often.Drink vodka; don't...
Poor man.Sorry, guys, about the fact that I'm INSANE.I'm trying to get over that. Really.I'm probably bipolar or something. Disregard those entries about...well...me...
1. Do you think you will be able to handle this survey?Terrible question.2. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"?Yes. Are you daring me? I'm...
The secret of being a bore is to tell everything. - VoltaireReally. Really.I suck. I suck. I suck. I SUCK.I STILL SUCK.But, I did like the outfit I wore today after I...
I've become so vapid.Really, the only thoughts that float around in my head are just how unhappy I am.And I just keep complaining about it to myself.I would really like to just...
I am getting ridiculous.If reasons beyond my control are leading to my, er, unhappiness, then why the hell am I fucking myself over for it?I thought I was past this.I also...
I NEED A SHELTER FROM DECEMBER 1ST THROUGH DECEMBER 13TH.IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN MAKING SOME CASH, PLEASE CONTACT ME. BECAUSE I REALLY NEED A SHELTER.also, i will adjust my...
how the hell is it that i change my mind about how i see life fucking weekly? i went back to my last entry like last week and i felt that i was being too negative and whiny,...
I TOOK ALL OF THIS OUT WHEN DELETING ENTRIES BUT LEFT THIS PART:i want to live in a giant house with five people that first come to mind, then a few others as well. i don't...
i've found that my emotions change far too often. generally i'm excessively happy, or excessively depressed. it's kinda shitty. also i'm not happy with the fact that certain...
QUIT TRYING TO FUCK UP MY LIFE, YOU FUCKING IGNORANT TWAT. i can handle my life without your interference. you haven't a clue what goes on in my life, and you should...
ohh, today (well, an hour or two ago) was such a good sunday.i'm glad i'm still capable of being happy.i saw sooo maaany people today (yesterday).it was fantastic.things are...
how anticlimactic. first - u.s. history. oh, lecture lecture lecture. boring boring boring. BORING. i guess i can deal with this though.second - IDIOT ENGLISH. it's filled with...
DELETED BUT KEPT THIS BECAUSE IT'S A GOOD FUCKIN' SONG: young red bird they're just natural feelings i can't keep from changing my brains bending my wants...