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HI I'M EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE. - Wednesday the 9th of April 2008 01:32:48 AM (597 days, 0h, 43min ago)
So, here's the deal. Heather, in response to your last comment:FINE I'LL SHOW YOU ONE DAY IN PRIVATE I WILL GET NAKED. OKAY!?Either my crazy fat gain was the result of my rather...
I would like to start my period soon. - Thursday the 3rd of April 2008 07:32:52 PM (602 days, 6h, 43min ago)
I don't remember when my last one was or else I could anticipate this one.I do feel a cramp in my abdomen though.I may or may not be on my way to developing a small drinking...
I AM ADJUSTING SO WELL. - Wednesday the 26th of March 2008 12:19:43 AM (611 days, 1h, 56min ago)
Well, whatever the hell happened Wednesday night (my last blog entry refers to it) doesn't matter.After subjecting myself to an alcohol/narcotic binge on Thursday and Friday,...
I can't **********ing sleep. - Thursday the 20th of March 2008 12:19:00 AM (617 days, 1h, 57min ago)
My subconscious has never been at such a state of unrest as to react like this.Just a few minutes ago, I was asleep. And then I suppose the sound of my sister watching...
OMGOMGOMG - Sunday the 16th of March 2008 11:40:58 PM (620 days, 2h, 35min ago)
OOHH MYYY GODDD.This is the best news I've gotten in...well, jeez, months and months and months and possibly YEARS AND YEARS I AM SO EXCITED...
I've got a cupboard with cans of food. - Thursday the 6th of March 2008 10:47:48 PM (630 days, 2h, 28min ago)
I'm glad my reasoning for never being honest with people when it comes to how I feel about them WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG AND REJECTION SUCKS.This don't even involve no penis.I give...
I AM REALLY INDIFFERENT. - Wednesday the 5th of March 2008 07:05:21 PM (631 days, 6h, 11min ago)
I have a horrible mysterious bruise on my left knee. Also, my decision making skills are TERRIBLE.A day before TAKS?!! MY EXIT LEVEL TAKS?!!?Oh well, I think I did fine. I said...
I AM REALLY UNHAPPY. - Friday the 29th of February 2008 11:34:25 PM (636 days, 1h, 42min ago)
I miss closeness so much.Elaboration would be pointless, it is always the same.Christ, consistency would be fantastic.Actresses that are like, super-hot/talented and if I liked...
ES-CUH-PAAY. - Tuesday the 26th of February 2008 10:01:49 PM (639 days, 3h, 14min ago)
Well, my satisfaction with reality has been greatly lessening.So, here's a list of men I find attractive on the screen, big AND small!Christian BaleBATMAN. And, creepily hot in...
On My Agenda... - Monday the 25th of February 2008 10:21:10 PM (640 days, 2h, 55min ago)
Raise my self-esteem. It's been dangerously low for the past week.Do not forgive and forget.Get a haircut. Hair = YUCK.Work on looking fabulous more often.Drink vodka; don't...
- Saturday the 19th of January 2008 12:00:04 AM (678 days, 1h, 16min ago)
EGADS!
My mental state has improved. - Tuesday the 8th of January 2008 02:57:06 AM (688 days, 22h, 19min ago)
Poor man.Sorry, guys, about the fact that I'm INSANE.I'm trying to get over that. Really.I'm probably bipolar or something. Disregard those entries about...well...me...
Formal Complaint. - Monday the 7th of January 2008 06:27:47 PM (689 days, 6h, 48min ago)
1. Do you think you will be able to handle this survey?Terrible question.2. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"?Yes. Are you daring me? I'm...
Things are feeling thin. - Sunday the 6th of January 2008 09:36:04 AM (690 days, 15h, 40min ago)
Agh.No.
I need to learn a thing or two. - Thursday the 3rd of January 2008 11:38:38 PM (693 days, 1h, 37min ago)
The secret of being a bore is to tell everything.  - VoltaireReally. Really.I suck. I suck. I suck. I SUCK.I STILL SUCK.But, I did like the outfit I wore today after I...
REPITITION - Sunday the 23rd of December 2007 10:49:47 PM (704 days, 2h, 26min ago)
I've become so vapid.Really, the only thoughts that float around in my head are just how unhappy I am.And I just keep complaining about it to myself.I would really like to just...
Lacking in depth. - Tuesday the 11th of December 2007 01:44:55 PM (716 days, 11h, 31min ago)
I am getting ridiculous.If reasons beyond my control are leading to my, er, unhappiness, then why the hell am I fucking myself over for it?I thought I was past this.I also...
HEY GUYS! - Monday the 19th of November 2007 10:05:42 PM (738 days, 3h, 10min ago)
I NEED A SHELTER FROM DECEMBER 1ST THROUGH DECEMBER 13TH.IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN MAKING SOME CASH, PLEASE CONTACT ME. BECAUSE I REALLY NEED A SHELTER.also, i will adjust my...
the morning after - Saturday the 17th of November 2007 12:32:40 PM (740 days, 12h, 43min ago)
how the hell is it that i change my mind about how i see life fucking weekly? i went back to my last entry like last week and i felt that i was being too negative and whiny,...
heeelllllzzz yeah. - Sunday the 14th of October 2007 01:34:29 AM (775 days, 0h, 42min ago)
I TOOK ALL OF THIS OUT WHEN DELETING ENTRIES BUT LEFT THIS PART:i want to live in a giant house with five people that first come to mind, then a few others as well. i don't...
well, dammit. - Wednesday the 26th of September 2007 11:47:42 PM (792 days, 2h, 28min ago)
i've found that my emotions change far too often. generally i'm excessively happy, or excessively depressed. it's kinda shitty. also i'm not happy with the fact that certain...
dang. - Sunday the 9th of September 2007 10:03:01 PM (809 days, 4h, 13min ago)
QUIT TRYING TO FUCK UP MY LIFE, YOU FUCKING IGNORANT TWAT. i can handle my life without your interference. you haven't a clue what goes on in my life, and you should...
i am cheerful. - Monday the 3rd of September 2007 12:09:34 AM (816 days, 2h, 7min ago)
ohh, today (well, an hour or two ago) was such a good sunday.i'm glad i'm still capable of being happy.i saw sooo maaany people today (yesterday).it was fantastic.things are...
first day of junior year! ahh! - Monday the 27th of August 2007 09:52:17 PM (822 days, 4h, 24min ago)
how anticlimactic. first - u.s. history. oh, lecture lecture lecture. boring boring boring. BORING. i guess i can deal with this though.second - IDIOT ENGLISH. it's filled with...
if burning the flesh means finding the one. - Saturday the 25th of August 2007 04:19:36 AM (824 days, 21h, 57min ago)
DELETED BUT KEPT THIS BECAUSE IT'S A GOOD FUCKIN' SONG:      young red bird they're just natural feelings i can't keep from changing my brains bending my wants...